andrew and esther *
Saturday, March 11, 2006 <3 rollercoasters aren't fun all the tyme
hmm. what should i say lehs?
this week wasn't a very good week for us, yet it was still good.
it's really difficult to explain it, but you should get what i mean.
the whole concept of 2nd orientation and leaving the arts faculty and my friends wasn't really appealing to me and it kind of started me off in a bad mood.
school ended really early for me on Monday, while Andrew had a rehearsal till 7.3o.
but having dinner with Andrew made the tiring wait all worthwhile. Not that he treated me to pasta at Takashimaya, which i was craving for (remember the promise, i WILL make sure i give you a treat next time!), but just to enjoy each other's company after the whole tiring day. it really turned my mood around. =))
Tuesday was Andrew's turn to wait for me while i had induction! bleahs. i was practically freaking out before it started- becoming retarded. But i really want to thank Andrew for always being so sensitive towards me and being there to cheer me up and make the day all bearable for me. =))
Orientation on Wednesday and Thursday was slightly better for me, after i managed to steal back to Arts for the cheering session and getting to know my Og mates better. Andrew was always there to accompany me during my breaks and to send me home despite the timing. that really touched me, it was reallyreally thoughtful of him and he even bought me my favourite double choc-chip FamousAmos cookies! *screams* hahaa..now that makes me feel guilty for not doing much for Andrew. =x All i managed to do was to make him worry or upset him and probably ruin his day. i never fail to do that. maybe he could be better off without me. =s
yea, although i've described this week that passed by smoothly and sweet, there were actually many hiccups along the way that made us feel terrible inside. that was why i said it was a good and yet not good week for us. There was much unhappiness and disappointment that came along.
oh well, nothing's perfect afterall, and i never expected things between us to be so smooth sailing all the time. there would be ups and downs and crazy rollercoaster rides that are no fun. But no matter what, i hope that things will always be eventually be sorted out and to see the smile across your face again. the thing is, i feel the way i do because i love you. sorry for the many times i've just been unreasonable, petty, or childish. Remember to tell me whenever you're feeling upset or angry. And i want to let you know that no matter what may happen what i might say, i love you and will always do, i promise.
<3
esther ;
neveralone ;1:42 AM
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